AfteR KisSinG EfFecTS~
Wahaahahha... Check out this cute little picture i've receive tru my email.. after i saw the after effects i can't help but burst out laughing keke... hope you'll enjoy this and have a nice week end ahead!
CuTE RaiN DroP
SLow~
Just when everyone is talking abt getting a new technology phone, i'm crazy abt the small panasonic phones that are release ages ago... though i'm crazy abt them when they release, but i didn't get them cause i feel that their function doesn't worth that amount of price... but now... i wana get something thats simple, very very small and cute and pink somemore! haha anyone got lobang? hehe..
PinK RaiN DroP
Good English~
Keke... i've just signed the confirmation letter after my 3 mth probation ^-^ finally over my probation le~ now i'm not worried of falling sick or anything le wahahaha.. cos i can offically take mc and leave lol..
One thing i have to improve is my english.. wahaha.. just by reading my blog u'll know where my standard of english is le lor.. and worse of all i always have to do write up on the activities and stuffs for the club.. so most of the time the words i use are not powerful enough to attract ppl.. sigh.. (which leads to my manager making lotsa amendments for me wahhaha..)
I noe i should read more.. but somehow i feel the novels i read last time doesn't really makes my english better.. sigh.. wat shld i read? anyone can rec any books i can read up? keke.. sounds so pathetic.. but wat to do.. we learn as we grow isn't it? hehe..
BuSy RaiN DrOP
ConTroLs..
Sometimes i feel that we are always controlled by our mind.. haha..
when we tell ourselves not to think about something, we can't do it because the image kept on appearing inside our minds..
Sometimes when we tell ourselves we should not feel sad over something that has nothing to do with us, we can't do it because the sad feelings just drown all over us..
Sometimes when we tell ourselves we should not worry too much, but automatically our minds will just run wild to imagine the worse scenario that can happen..
What i've mentioned above is something we really can't control over.. but wat i'm gng to say below is something we can control but we choose to let our brains control over us (anyway wat i stated below only applies to ceratin ppl hahah).
Sometimes when we tell ourselves "its time to do some exercise/other things".. but always, our brain will tell us "no i'm too tired today, i'll do it another day"
Sometimes when we try to keep our anger down, our mind will tell us "u shld speak out n let them know how u feel!"
Sometimes we tell ourselves not to spend too much, but our mind will say "hey! if u not gng to buy it now, wait till its gone then u'll start regreting not buying it in the first plac!"
its sort of like angel's and devil thingy, see who wins the debate, but normally the devil wins ahhaha.. maybe once in awhile the angel will get to win lor~ hahaa..
LitTLe RaiN DroP
StupiD BlogGer
alrite, finally manage to post the photos.. but hor.. hehe.. the pictures i choose almost the same as inJY's blog lol..
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Arrggghh.. everything's gone~ i typed quite a long post.. and now its gone~
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Alrite, so here i goes typing again.. (which seems so stupid repeating myself again -_-" but i'll simplify everything haha.. too lazy to type everything..)
Like i was saying abt dreams.. i was told that u keep dreaming tat u r running because u r escaping from the reality.. which i think is true.. and applies to me.. hahha... cos i'm someone who will prefer things to be put behind my head if i can't find the solution to it at that point of time. thats the reason why i keep having dreams everytime i fall asleep.. let's see one recent example that happen to me~
one of my colleagues is gng on a long leave (1 mth +) and i have to take over the things handled by her.. her job scope is totally different from mine.. and there's alot of different procedures on the different kind of cases.. though she had handed the things over to me and teach me wat i should do. but i'm deep down inside my heart i still feel very stressed abt coping it. so i keep telling myself that everything's gng to be fine and not think abt it..
but on fri night (last day my colleague in office b4 she go for her leave), i kept dreaming that there's alot of things to handle and i'm totally at a lost and stressed.. for the whole NIGHT!! i;ve been dreaming abt it.. and i keep waking up telling myself to stop dreaming.. but the dream just continues the moment i fall back to sleep... see, though i didn't think abt it in the day, but subconsciously i'm worried.. and this reflected in my dreams..
Now for some updates of my weekends..
Friday - drive down to chinatown with ah dear for porridge supper (finally get to taste the tian2 ji1 porridge that alot of ppl says nice~), manage to get a beaded belt/necklace at a cheap price, and a small pink slign pouch (thats selling very ex at HMV).
Sunday - Have a naruto session with farihah and meizhen!!! have been waiting for this day for very long le.. 3 of us have watched the first 130+ episodes together in my previous company during lunch time, so we make it an effort to watch together even though now we all working in diff companys le. cos we enjoy the company watching together and laughing together =D thought there's some cock up ytd, but lucky we still manage to watch some episodes b4 we head down to holland V for our favourite TOM YAM SOUP!!! *yum yum*
LiTtLt RaiN DroP
SomE oF tHe SiLLy ThinGs I dO....
Sometimes i just couldn't stop myself from scolding myself stupid.. hahah.. let's see some examples~
situation 1
dialled jianhao's home number (thinking its his hp), his brother picked up the phone, ask me who i looking for... and he told me his not ard when i ask for jianhao. so i was thinking... hmm must be he left his phone in camp and then he's not ard, so his camp mates answer for him... so after tat i call his hp again and ask him if he pass his phone to anyone just now and he said no. then i was like "huh?" so after some thots i realise that actually the person who answer the phone earlier on sounds like his bro.. so my conclusion is i've callled his home instead of his hp no.
situation 2
ppl ask me for my hp no. i gave him jianhao's number instead.. haha.. another time i was writing our contacts on the white board (during camp comittee meeting) and i wrote his hp under my name and vice versa... -_-"
situation 3
on thursday, my friend is flying off to australia.. so on wed (which i tot was thursday) i suddenly remember his flying off, so gave him a farewell msg.. after sending the msg he replied saying his not flying on that day (n at the same time b4 i got his msg i realise that its wed and not thur) -_-""
situation 4
one day while driving.. then i stopped infront of the traffic lights. (engage to netural gear while waiting for the lights to turn green), but when i'm preparing to go off (have to shift to 1st gear ma), no matter how i tried i can't engage the gear, i tot "die, the gear spoil already"... after some time then i realise i forgot to step on the clutch (chey...) -_-"""
situation 5
was at the interchange waiting for bus with ah wee.. then i saw this guy keep looking over at us.. was wondering "wat this guy doing lor" then until he walk over to me and i look closer.. then i realise its my elder bro.. waahhaha.. so pai seh.. ah wee was like "huh.. u cartoon leh, dun even recognise ur own brother.." haha... sort of la.. but maybe cos tat time night time ma.. can't see properly lor.. tats y hahah -_-""""
situation 6
was trying to send a fax over to china.. i've tried a few times but i can't send it out, i've checked the area code and numbers, all are correct.. but it doesn't seems to work.. until my colleague came over and see wats wrong.. and guess wat.. cos i didn't dial the IDD code.. have to dial tat code then the fax machine can call oversea.. duhz.. -_-"""""
hmmm.. there's alot more silly things i do which i can't remember.. will update if i remember any funny ones hehe..
LiTtLe RaiN DrOp
maLe VirGo"S
First of all... i wana wish my elder brother a Happy 26th Bday!! Although he's way at batam now, but i've put his bday present on his table so he'll be getting his first bday present this yr the moment he come home later hehehe~ He's one of the greatest brother i can ever get! (not gng into details... hehe cos tat will take too long to type lol..)
My bro.. hhehe.. how? handsome ma? gd news is he's still single and available keke.. interested candidate pls let me know hehe.. (btw, picture is taken quite some time ago heheh, but he still looks like the pic k, only now i think he's hair is not dyed. hmm...)
Anyway another male virgo's bday coming up will be weihua (on the 23 sept), Happy Bday to u first! keke...
i just remembered one story i read on farihah's bookmark, its a really meaningful one, the moment i finish reading it i told farihah ("can i have this bookmark? hehhe the storys very nice~" hahha..), no la i was kidding, i wouldn't be so bad to force her to gif me tat bookmark lol.. anyway here goes the story:
One day a man was walking along the beach when he noticed a figure in the distance. As he got closer, he realise the figure was that of a boy shaking something up and gently throwing it into the ocean. Approching the boy, he asked, "What are you doing?" The youth replied, "Throwing a star fish into the ocean. The sun is up and the tide is gng out. If i dun throw them back, they'll die." "Son" The man said, "don't you realise there are miles and miles of beach and hundreds of starfish? You can't possibly make a difference?" After listening politely, the boy bent down, picked up another starfish, and threw it into the surf. Then, smiling at the man, he said, "I make a difference for that one."
LitTLe RaiN DroP
TuRniNg BacK TimE...
Dinner At Long John Silver~
Shadow of Love
me with lanterns
us with lanterns
beautiful scenary
haha.. my lantern drop down onto the rocks~
ps: take note of the skirt i'm wearing~ present from PQ, JY and Wee hehe.. that time haven wear yet so nv upload the photo..
LitTLe RaiN DrOp
RainiE~ YanG ChEng LinG
Rainie has just release her album keke.. she has a nice voice and a sweet look~ *starts drooling again* wahahahah... i noe i noe she's a female and i'm a female too~ but she's too cute to resist lol.. check out the album website, got very nice pictures of her there:
http://www.sonymusic.com.tw/pop/rainie/index.phpRainie's album cover:
her album interview session: (so pretty rite, like a little princess/doll ^-^)
MemoRieS~
this mooncake festival reminds me of my colleagues in my previous company.. i still remember last yr ard this period of time, for certain days, we will make some tea and sit in office eat mooncake (last yr xiaoling even tried making the snow skin green tea mooncake which taste great, cos its not too sweet ^-^)
i miss all those gd times with them~ i miss the times when we have pot luck breakfast where each of us will buy one item and then everyone will share and it. i miss the time where we discuss abt food receipe and then follow by pot luck lunch in office where we get to taste each other's cookings~
there's so many so many memories (too many n too lazy to be written) that i missed so much... not because i get to slack in office k! its the bond we've build during all this little breaks and gathering in office~
i noe this is not gng to happen again~ but i'm contented that i can meet up with them once in awhile =)
Another meaningful story of the day:
one day, 2 warriors went into a same forest. warrior 1 saw a golden shield under a tree. warrior 2 saw a silver shield under the same tree. then 2 warrior started fighting over who shld take the golden shield, cos they can't get to a agreement, they started fighting. they fight for a few days, but still no results, as they were too tired to continue fighting, they sit under the tree for a rest. then they realise that the shield is actually 2 sided (with one side gold, the other side silver).
LitTLe RaiN DroP
SoMe ThoTs~
Sometimes when u see someone close to u feeling down/upset, automatically u will feel that ur heart's very heavy, but yet u can do nothing to help or improve the situation. All you can do is to gif ur consolation n then its up to the person to recover by himself/herself.
But some ppl dun just recover as the time goes by, they let themselves fall deeper into sorrows because they have lost all their confidence because of the incident and thought that its the end of the world. Sometimes talking to them wouldn't help oso, because they let themselves fall deeper, only they can climb up themselves. we can only throw in a rope for them, whether anot they wana take the rope and climb up its totally up to them.
In life, there's alot of things whereby we do have the choices right infront of us, its just whether anot we take the choices. Quoted from an email: "Every morning i wake up and look into the mirror and ask myself do i wan to have a happy day or sad day ahead?" thats really our choice, if we want to be sad, then of course our day will be very unhappy right hehe.. so y not let our days be filled with laughters and joy~
Story for today
There's this man fishing at the river, he managed to get quite alot of fishes, but for every fish he fished, he would take out his ruler and measure it. If the fish is bigger than the ruler itself, he will throw back the fish into the river. The other fishers were very curious y he did that, so they ask him y he throw back all the big fish, isn't it best if he can get a big fish? the man replied: "because the cooking pan in my house is only the length of the ruler, if the fish is too big, it wouldn't be able to fit into the pan."
Morale of the story: dun be greedy, take only wat u need. ^-^
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zai zai~~~
Kkeke... Talking abt derrick, i think i shld post some of my fav person's photo keke (i haven forgotten abt him k.. haha..). he's very charming in the show with da S (mars) with his long hair and the yamaha jacket he always wear in the show ~ simply cool~ *starts drooling* hahahhahaha just by looking at the photos doesn't show much of his gd looking.. u must go watch the show then u'll be attracted by him de wor.. hehe.. (for this u can ask jy hehe.. she's attracted to him only for this show hehe..)
dun ask me y the photos he all bending down.. these are some photos i can find on net lol.. possible i'll print screen some shots from the vcd lor, but its more likely i'm lazy to do it haha...
zai zai in short hair b4 he keep his long hair for the show mars.
LitTLe RaiN DroP
DeRriCk~
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i saw derrick's shaved head on the net~ haha.... still look as cute as before lol.. but still prefer him with hair lol... i noe he's a few yrs younger than me hehe.. but he look so cute.. (bo bian, i'm always attracted to cute things.. no choice lol..)
Here's derrick b4 gng to NS, so kawaii right keke.. see the small cartoon look alike derrick, that's not made by me hehe, i kapoh from his fan's club website lol.. cute right hehe~
Here's Derrick without hair~ haha.. looks like those little monks in shao lin shi keke...
LitTLe RaiN DroP
ChaPaLanG ThOts....
Getting jealous means......
- u r feeling insecure?
- u does not have full trust of ur partner?
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Always sticking/clinging on ur partner means......
- u can't live without him/her?
- u dun wan to be left alone?
- u dun wan other ppl to get close to him/her?
- u wan to know wat he/she is doing all the time?
- u will feel insecure when he/she is out of ur sight?
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Keeping quiet during/in between a quarrel means......
- u r tired of quarrelling?
- ok let u win?
- ok i'm sorry, its my fault?
- u r fed up?
- its no point quarelling anymore?
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alrite, enough of my bullshits haha.. i'm feeling much better today (after the chinese medicine my mom cooked for me ytd~) hehe.. just pray hard it doesn't attacked again ^-^
Anyway, that time JY was telling me to take a photo of my present for PQ and Wee to see (cos they had a share for the present but haven got a chance to see it hehe..) finally the photos are up! hehe~
first is the green jacket
follow by the skirt, meaning of question mark on the box is because i haven wear it yet, so nv take photo hahaha..
SunDaY WeDdinG DinNer
Ytd, i went to attend tong's sis wedding dinner at orchard parade hotel. the food was quite gd and the bride was pretty ^-^ but cos i was abit sick (most prob due to the steamboat and the ice cream the previous night) so i was feeling quite tired the whole night with less talking and more stoneing haha.. pls forgif me if i showed a bad attitude last night k -_-"
today my sickness got worse in the morning with all the running nose and giddyness. but i still force myself to come work cos i need to send out something to the printers. anyway i'm feeling much better now, hope the flu doesn't come back in the afternoon...
SaTurDay OuT wiF aH DeaR theN tO ZaC's BdaY
Went to marina square with ah dear on saturday before i head down to plaza sing for zac's bday gathering. We saw lin ming lun and michelle at marina sq, they were shooting for a variety show if i'm not wrong..
Finally went to meet zac they all at PS, but in the end we change location, back to cineleisure for a buffet dinner of steam boat and tepanyaki at yuki and yaki. Too bad we had to split into two tables and eat separately.. anyway it was quite gd, especially the ice cream part hehe.. though i've went there b4, but this time there's free flow of ice cream! hehe.. our table ate a total of 13 glass of ice cream!! hahha.. maybe tats y i'm feeling sick now lol.. eat too much steamboat and ice cream!!
After our ice cream, we had a cut cutting session for zac ^-^ its a brownie cake (jy's favourite hehe..) because we were so full, tong suggest playing the extreme number game to forfite those who kena the number.. anyway i'm too lazy to post up all the photos, please visit jingyin's blog if u wana see more photos haha.. (jy u dun mind hor :p)
my "shop" at marina sq haha..
ah dear and me on our way to marina sq
me lor, waiting for bus to marina sq..
this is the ice cream on the cold plate, anyway just to clarify the ice cream comes in liquid form, then there's this plate where we can switch to hot or cold to cook our things, so when we put the ice cream on the cold plate and spread it, it will hardens and then its the ice cream! hehe.. and while eating, 4 of us wrote our names on the ice cream as shown below.
irresitable strawberry ice cream (cos its in pink! hhaha)
zac came over to our table for ice cream cos his table's ice cream took too long to harden..
Our bdaY Boy of The Day!
jy and me b4 we head home after dinner..
FriDay ~ FantaStiC 4 GirLs GatHeRinG
Meet up with the girls last friday.. only pity xiaoling can't make it last minute... anyway we had a great dinner at Secret Recipe, the fish and chip taste great! then we look at the photos meizhen took in hongkong.. so nice~ i'm in a holiday mood now ^-^
Then there was the surprises for her~ hehe.. cos this yr is meizhen's 21st bday, though we bought present and flower for her during her bbq, but we individually prepared a selfmade present for her. Xiaoling make a sunflower card for her, Sheryl draw a card using color pencil, farihah make a calendar using all our photos and i make a photo frame for her ^-^
Anyway each of us got a "plant" from meizhen (actually is her token of appreciation for the present we gave her on the bbq) she didn't expect us to gif her another surprise hehe.. i got a strawberry "plant", have to plant it myself and its sort of in a test tube form.. dunno if it will really grow out strawberry anot haha.. even if have i'm not sure if it edible lol.. cos the whole thing looks artificial to me lol..
Took a few shots of the calendar farihah made, nice rite? hehe.. we all said we r gng to print out a copy and keep hehe.. (though its meant to be for meizhen only lol..)
This is the photo frame + photo i made~
LiTtLe RaIn DroP
LotsA MaybEs...
Maybe its the post i post earlier today that makes my day bad.. maybe its because sub-consciously i know my day will be bad tats y i post that kinda thing.. maybe maybe maybe..
Maybe tmr will be better.. maybe it will get worse.. maybe i shld stop thinking abt it.. maybe i shldn't be so nice.. maybe maybe maybe..
K la.. must be very anxious to know wat happen right? actually nothing much oso la, just tat maybe the person is fed up thats y blast at me lor.. the story goes like this, i'll just summarise everything.. she's having some problem and ask me to contact the support team for help.. but it seems like the support team does not really know wat exactly happen, and can't really explain the problem, so me (this middle man) was trying to tell her might be due to some reason (which she feel she can't accept the answer and cos it's been dragging for sometime and the problem is quite impt, maybe its getting her nerves) called me and shouted over the phone (i defined it as shout because i can still hear her talking when i pull the telephone 15cm from my ear).
i was really very upset because this is one thing i can't control over, its not as if is my fault. n i'm just trying to help, why m i treated like this lor. maybe i'm too weak le, i shldn't be bothered by this kinda thing, but in my whole life i've nv kena any shoutings from ppl for things that i've nv done wrongly. (only when i'm young and naughty then i get scoldings/beatings by my mom) and tats all lor, even the teachers in sch nv shouted so loudly at me lor (they will just talk to me if i make any mistakes). Maybe i've not seen the real world enough.. when more of these shoutings come, i hope i'll be able to treat them like ant bites le ba..
LitTLe RaiN DroP
SomEtiMes....
I feel i'm just a spare tyre of other ppl..
I wonder if i'm being too understanding to the extend i'm taken for granted..
I just dun feel like working..
I hope I can escape to somewhere where i dun have to worry abt anything..
I'm sick of everything..
I just feel like sleeping forever..
I dunno if i'm being too nice to the extend i've given myself alot of problems..
I cry without any reason..
I regret throwing my temper..
I wish I have wings to fly..
I dunno wat I'm doing..
I'm trying too hard..
I'm lost..
I just think too much.. haha..
alrite some funny poems for the day ^-^
Roses are red, violets are blue
Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but laughing at you
When your life is in the darkness
Pray to God ask Him to free you from the darkness
And if after you pray and you are still in the darkness
Please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL!!!
LitTLe RaiN DroP
BuLLsHiT~
I came across this person's blog saying that her guy asking her to gif him a chance, though he with other women (is only for sex), cos in his heart he only love her. WTF!! this really piss me off lor.. idiotic guys go ard fooling with other girls and tell his gf to gif him a chance *pui* if its me i'll just kick his "cock" and ask him to stay away from me lor.
Guys just like to gif lotsa excuses for their own doings (and worse of all they feel they nv do the wrong thing), they also like to say things which dun come from their heart lor, just for sweet talk purposes only.. say wat she's the only one he loved, then y in the first place go find other women, n have sex with them somemore? wa liew, stupid la, obviously u mus have some interest in tat person tats y u will have sex with them ma *rolls my eyes* say until so nice for wat? one word to say him la, plainly greedy! he wana fool ard with other women, but he dun wana let go his gf, then if he wan his gf, he can't stop having sex with other women -_-"
ok la enough of my nonsense le.. lets see something cute~ she's so adorable!! reminds me of Shuyi (tong's niece), not because they look alike, but cos both r so irresistible, ok not forgetting Shaowen (tong's nephew) oso hehe!! ^-^
LitTLe RaiN DroP
one day after my bday~
The next day, i went to meet tong, jy, ah wee, kk and zac for dinner at cafe cartel (after much waiting we manage to get the sofa seats hehe.. more comfortable leh~) After dinner we head down to party world for ktv session and not forgetting cake cutting session oso hehe..
bday~
Finally its my birthday! but sad to say i have to work~ cos i'm still under probation, so can't take leave (cos will be unpaid leave). so.. on tat day after work i went back and have my dinner, then we (me and ah dear) drive my dad's car out and have a chocolate feast at explanade before we head down for midnight show (Herbie) at ps. Herbie's nice~ hehe.. if only i have herbie, then i wouldn't have to worry abt parking le~ sigh..
me, before we head over for chocolate..
Chocolate!
Bday Eve~
on bday eve, my colleagues bought a cake for september bday boys & girls (thats our company's tradition, every mth they will buy a cake and then the ppl bday falls on that mth will get to cut the cake). So this mth there's me and toby...
just in case u r wondering y the cake dun have my name.. my colleagues call me Rain in office.. its a long story.. anyway its just for convenience sake haha...
After work, met up with kk, went for dinner at Pepper Lunch, its a really cool place. the food are served in hotplate kinda thing, and the meat serve is not really cook, so we have to stir and let it cook for awhile then add in the sauce. After dinner we went shopping, kk manage to get 2 t-shirts and i manage to find a nice braclet (as a present from him). When all the shops start closing down, we went over to swensens and have some ice-cream~ yum yum~
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Shadow of Love
her album interview session: (so pretty rite, like a little princess/doll ^-^)
zai zai in short hair b4 he keep his long hair for the show mars.
