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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Panda, Me and Vivian

See!! so kawaii~ i love baby animals.. they look so lovely.. and this baby panda resembles me alot.. always with the sleepy eyes, lazy bone, anytime anywhere ready to fall asleep isnt it =) and.. no matter how many hrs i sleep, i'll still get that panda eye hai~

anyway panda reminds me of a question: 为什么熊猫不喜欢拍照？

ans: 应为它们不可以拍彩色照片。(given the fact that they are black and white.. so the photo come out will be black and white.. not colorful keke..)

Sooo many baby pandas~ cUuuuteee!

more pictures of me again.. (dun i look like panda? muahahaha) .. pai seh la.. i love taking my own photo lol.. 自恋狂.. i know.. hehe.. but aren't i good at doing lotsa expression? muahaha.. at least i take photo i dun take the same angle, same pose all the time rite? hehe.. cos i remb last time we took grp photo, take a few shots, then this person in the photo.. the pose and position and smile.. all the way the same in all the few shots.. haha.. no diff at all lol.. like copy and paste kind hehe..

Vivian has got new album =) quite a few nice songs inside (her slow songs are nicer in this album) hehe.. recomended song, Vivian and Cao Ge - I Still Believe. and if u like jay's creation, u might like this song of Vivian by him - 美人鱼。http://www.avex.com.tw/vivian/ <- visit this page to check out on the new album, u might wana see some of the MV too =) *beware, pretty babe ahead* keke...

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Last VirGos~

23rd sep.. in certain horoscope, is still consider virgo.. last day of virgo.. is weihua's bday hehe.. we "celebrated" it at cafe cartel~ initially was meeting up for dinner at JP.. but cos tong will be at town area.. so no choice (hhmm... who's the bday boy tat day huh? hehehe.. joking ^-^). initially weihua wanted to invite us to his home for dinner (he cook for us hehe.. or a potluck), but he change his mind cos he worried he might not hav enough time to go back cook.. and then he dun think tong can bring anything (given the tot he can't think of anything tong can cook hahaha... oppz..)

hint to tong: another idea? cooking? hehe.. or even baking a cake ^-^

after tat we head down to wala wala theres music and drink there =) cool~ my first time there (the other time choon's farwell, i was sick so i didn't go there..), the live band was gd, the beer was ok tho.. hoe garden's not really that nice tho tong says its more smoothing and less gassy.. i still prefer tiger or heineken (drink from the bottle, must be super chilled then will be super nice~), tho they are more gassy, but they taste better i think hehe.. maybe i dunno how to appreciate german beer.. too bad haha! but mixer's still the best (mixed with my fav ribena ^-^)! hehe.. tho drinking too much mixer isn't gd.. but hor.. drinking any alcohol too much isn't gd also isn't it? *smiles*

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Friday, September 22, 2006

BeinG a FemALe..

sometimes i hav to say that being a female is gd in the sense that we hav the privilege of relying on other ppl, being 软弱, 撒娇 and enjoy all the pampering we wan.. we dun hav to be independent if we dun wan to.. and we hav ppl to 养我们 after marriage.. - so guys might think that these they are a bunch of 苦命 ppl where they hav to work very hard to support a family, go through the nasty ns life, be responsible, tolerate their wife's pms moods and tantrums and someone who is strong for their wife to rely on.

but then u gotta think leh.. every mth a woman goes through the pms like she wants one meh? she cannot say she dun wan, because every mth she hav to go through the menstral cycle so that if u wan a baby she can gif one to u~ plus the menstral cramps u think very easy to endure meh? every mth hav to go through the same process again and again~ very tiring u know..

and worse of all will be pregnant and giving birth.. 10 mths of carrying something inside the stomach, legs get swollen at night can't sleep properly.. vomitting.. etc etc.. then comes to delivery.. some will hav the dunno wat it call the pain in the stomach.. can pain for the whole day then the baby come out, imagine being inside the hospital enduring the pain for the whole day baby still dun wana come out.. and when finally the baby decided to come out she hav to use all her strength to push it out (the pain to endure for the baby to be able to come out). else would be cesarian, will still be painful, her wound will still be painful one wor..

then there's the responsibility of bringing up the child worrying abt this abt tat.. alot alot of things.. then some stupid man just go abt having affairs with those young and pretty women, and they just criticise their wife to be ugly and old hag.. but hav they ever think how much the wife had sacrifice for the family to have become like tat.. they save up their cosmetic and shopping money to provide more things for their children and in return they get this kinda husband.. and hav the husband ever thought that their wife had marry them when they are still young and pretty anot? have they? some men are even worse.. they still go out having affair with other women uglier than their own wife.. its true, i've see a few cases like tat.. some even divorce the wife to be with tat ugly woman... then some had really pretty wife, but i dunno wat they thinking.. there's one who told me that guys wan 新鲜感，刺激感。。but if thats the case then dun get marry la asshole.. and if u dun wan ur wife to go out 偷吃，then u urself shouldnt do it in the first place.. if u wana do it.. then dun blame ur wife for "betraying" u.. 你可以做初一，为什么她不可以做十五。。hmmpf!

no la.. im not thinking abt too much or watever.. im just having cramps.. and feeling very grumpy only~ whahahah.. pardon my grumpiness~

LitTLe RaiN DroP

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

This is the time.....

where ppl had already packed and get ready to go home aft wrk... but im stuck at the reception taking over the receptionist for dinner break~ sigh.. its true i start wrk late and go back late.. but upon seeing everyone gng home, my heart just sank deeper~ *image of a person's back 1/2 kneel, 1/2 sit on the ground, hand stretched out and say "take me with u"* haha.. crazy lol...

i know im getting sick/tired of this job le.. sigh.. tho its just a few more mths to new yr.. i really can't wait! haha.. it seems so near yet so far away.. but say if i gng to change job.. wat m i gng to do? *close my eyes and sigh* i dunno wat im gd at and i dunno who will wana employ me.. with a pay higher than here.. im struggling with the lit pay here.. so next job must hav more salary than here! a must a must! else i can go eat wind already haha~

was chatting with my colleague abt work stuff, she mention that she had friends who had quite a gd future in that company, but the due to stress and time, they gave up halfway which she felt was a pity.. but my thinking was the opposite.. in life, its true that u must hav a promising future career.. but if all those hav to be traded with freedom and over-stressed, i rather i dun wan.. y wana make my own life so miserable for the $$ sake.. maybe right now im an easily contented person whereby if i wan a stressed-free job, dun hav to be very high pay, but enough money to spend and gif my parents and if i get to save up a lit, i can go for some short holidays to take a break.., i'll be a happy person hehe..

i dun wan my life to b lacked of sleep and stressed everyday.. this kinda feeling sux.. i know that every job had a certain amt of stressed there, but i know myself, im someone who cannot take stress haha! ok.. maybe i can take stress, but i cannot tahan if it is for long term basis.. i'll die of heart attack.. if u ask me wats the most impt thing in life other than ur beloved and family members.. i will say happiness, because u can earn money, u can make friends, u can use the money u earn to buy anything u wan.. but happiness doesn't come on its own.. u hav to find ur own happiness.. without happiness, life is meaningless even if u have all the money or all the friends or even with ur loved ones..

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

MisUnderStandinGs...

just in case any of u misunderstand any of my post, im not targetting at any particular person in my life or any particular situation that happen to me, im just talking abt it in general, in my point of view, when i see certain things gng on...

its true that human beings tends to misunderstand each other because of the different mentality and different mindset. for eg. talk abt myself, ppl who knows me knows that i talk loudly and sometimes without processing in my brain if i shld day something. but ppl who dunno might get offended because they will think that y do i need to raise my voice talking to them. - misunderstanding here, they tot im angry or not happy with them. infact, NO, my mood is perfectly fine, just my voice that i can't control sometimes.

most of the misunderstandings are caused by lack of communications and more of assumptions. its not right to assume this and assume that, because that is only wat u think it is.. its not the truth.. so wat u needa do is to is to speak up, ask and clear the misunderstanding. when u realise its all a misunderstanding, u will know how stupid u r to hav think that way.

at certain situation.. its abit too late to clear the misunderstanding, cos u've already 造成伤害 .. there's nothing u can do already.. just like if u've stab someone with a knife, and u realise that its not the person's fault, its just too late.. the wound is bleeding already.. so dun make unnecessary assumptions ya~ plus dun repeat ur mistakes again and again..

some ppl can clear misunderstandings and move on.. some ppl just don't and then they'll just ignore each other and move on with their own life, nv to cross path again.. - then as time passes, they will think back, they oso dunno wat happen tat lead both of them become wat they r now.. and when they think back, they will think y they quarrel/watever for that particular small matter for no reason (sometimes), and when they finally realise that wat they've done are not right, its too late to go back to how close they are last time already.

LitTLe RaiN DroP

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Monday, September 18, 2006

SleepInG...

recently the weather in the morning had been extremely GOOD!! and everytime i hav to wake up and go work!!! arrghh~ if only i can snuggle in my warm bed instead of draggin myself out of bed early in the cold morning, sneezing away while bathing in the hot water.. and then falling alseep in bus till i reach my workplace..

afternoon was even more horrible, especially after lunch.. the sleeping bug just haunt you until u surrender haha..

had been trying to watch the 天外飞仙 everytime i had the chance to watch the tv (cos nite time go back mom will be watching tv, really no chance to watch hehe).. aft much struggling i've finally went to the 2 disc of the DVD which is in the 14 episode haha.. total i think there's abt 40+ episode? way to go~ but according to JY, there will be lotsa sad scenes coming up soon~ sigh, i dun really like to watch sad show.. cos i can't stop myself from crying one =( but then if a love story dun hav ups and downs then the love story wouldn't be so touching and loving already.. isn't it? hehe.. because of those ups and downs, thats the part where the couple showed how much they care for each other, the bond between them becomes stronger as they overcome the problems together~ but i guess this kinda thing only happens in drama.. maybe?

in life, often, when we see some couples (eg. maybe the girl very pretty, but the guy so-so. or the girl very big size/tall and the guy very small size/short. or the woman very old, the guy very young and handsome. or all the vice-versa above), something will come across our minds "y r the 2 person together? wat makes them so into each other? they dun seems to be compatible ma.. will their relationship lasT?" personally i feel that in a relationship, when both r in love, they dun compare, and they dun hiam each other. they love wat their partner is, they love them as a whole, but not because of a particular reason (eg. because she's pretty thats y i love her. or because he is a gd man, thats y i love him) nobody is perfect, when u say he is a gd man, how gd is he? he is sure to have his bad points etc, but u still love him, because when u love him, u love everything abt him. sometimes when one is in love, they dunno y they r in love, its this miraculous feeling that one gets. and we as an outsider, shldn't judge other couples. they r in love, they r happy, y shld we tell them they shld not be together? its non of our business anyway. but most of the human beings r like tat, they like to put their kinda thinking into ppl's feelings, thats wrong.. totally wrong, we r not in the couple's shoes, we wouldn't understand how they feel, thus passing off "stupid" remarks will only mean that u r so ignorant abt love. and u shld just get on with ur own love life, and stop bothering abt other's love life.. haha..

ohh.. haha... didnt tot the post will end up like tat.. i wanted to write abt early morning weather, ended up talking abt love.. i know, i'm not a love expert or a consultant, but this is how i feel.. but certain ppl, just dun get the idea..

ps: image courtesy from www.popartuk.com

LitTLe RaiN DroP

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

moRe PhOtoS?

hehe.. i dun deny i like to "self-take" photos, even like tat day at settler, jy and me tried to self take our photos, and we ended up letting the guys say they are invisible.. because they are there available to help us take photo, but we choose to do it ourselves lol..

very kawaii baby rite? keke.. not mine anyway lol.. but like i always says, i cannot resist anything that is cute! hehe..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

UpDatEs

some recent photos and some outdated photos~ sometimes just feel a blog without photos look very dull.. hehe.. and when i read ppl's blog i oso love to see photos~ went shopping with jy, initially was planning not to buy anything at all.. and i really mean it.. but.. when i tried on that pair of shoe.. i couldn't resist not buying! urgh!! so i actually made a gamble (cos the person said that shoe only comes in a few pair.. not much stock), i told jy tat aft our shopping we go back to the shop. if the shoe is still there, then buy.. else its fated i can't get anything one..

went settler cafe with the guys, played taboo.. and i was so stupid i actually called out some funny things not related to the hints given.. stupid act 1 hint: someone who found out that earth is round.. and i shout: "gravity!" -_-"" stupid act 2 hint: i can't remb the hint, but i know the answer is shark.. but i shouted: "wheels/whales" then follow by "jaws" and then finally the correct answer "shark" -_-""

sometimes i couldn't help but laugh at my own stupidity.. haha.. but i just thats just me lor.. someone who's always laughing.. even tho its just a game of taboo, but i can laugh practically throughout the session.. just remind me of the time chris and farihah they all came over my house for steamboat.. we played the fruits game.. laugh like mad... sometimes it really depends on who u played the game with.. doesn't mean that same game with different grp of ppl will get the same level of enjoyment.. anyway farihah and meizhen always say they laugh because i laugh.. not because the thing is funny.. so all of us just ended laughing and laughing non stop for no reason.. heheeehee.. those were the dayz~

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

PriVacy~

the reason for me to post something in my blog is not for you to question me anything.. its my own thinking, its my own privacy, if i wana say anything, i would have put it in my blog, if i dun feel like saying, its oso my own free will.. can't i have my own space where i keep all my things? y do i hav to show it, reveal everything?! who r u?! even if its my own parents, i do not need to say everything that they ask.. furthermore, they dun even ask because they respect me.. when u respect someone, u will respect and accept any answer they gif..

u choose to read my blog, its ur own decision, i nv force u to read it.. if u feel uncomfortable, thats not my business.. if u think u r taking all these shit, now i shld ask y do i hav to take all these shit?! y can't i just write wat i wana write and not be bothered.. when u read someone's diary, u read their tots u read their feelings, u dun go abt popping questions and forcing them to gif u a satisfied answer.

im not obliged to answer anyone regardless of who u r.. even if u tell me u r god or u tell me u r president i dun gif a damn.

LitTLe RaiN DroP

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

~RanDom PosT~

recently putting turtle icon infront of name very popular issit? cos when i open up my msn i see 4 of my friends with tat turtle in from of their name (as shown in the pic on the left)... i still got one more.. but tat frend offline.. so total will make it 5! haha.. is there a trend or co-incident? because outta these 4 friend, only 2 of them know each other, so i dun think they pak-kat or wat hehe..

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i hav got lotsa things i wana talk abt.. but when i wana start writing it down.. all the things seemed *gone* or watever.. or i dunno how to start it or dunno how to put across, i've nv been gd at talking and presenting wat i wana say all the while. im not gd at consoling ppl or saying things that make ppl feel better when they r upset.. sometimes i just make it worse =(

in life, things normally dun go wat we wan them to go.. we just hav to take it, face it and accept it.. it sounds bad, but thats the truth.. certain things when u try to push too hard, side effect will occur, for eg, when i rod is bend, u dun try to force it straight, the more strength u put in, the rod will gif way.. thus splitting into 2 halves, vice versa if its straight.. only if the rod is willing to bend or straighten itself, else its oso no use one..

sometimes i wana be strong, i dun wan ppl to wry for me and feel useless that they can't do anything to help.. sometimes i will think that i shldnt say out my feelings because this will affect the ppl ard me.. but sometimes i know im wrong to think that way.. but i ever told this to a friend who said i always bring laughter in the grp, and doesnt seem to hav any worries, "sad things sure will happen, but take it easy, or wana blast it out oso can.. but aft a gd sleep, we shld forget abt it and move on with our life, because i will tell myself tomorow will be a better day."

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Bday VirGos~

it was very co-incidently that all 5 of us falls inside the horoscope of virgo =) maybe that's y all 5 of us click well during our stay in edno.. tho aft we all left the company, our contact becomes lesser and lesser due to our own busy schedule, but once a while we will still make it an effort to meet up. really glad that i had known these bunch of gal friends (because all along, since young, the close gal friends i hav, really really little.. 1 hand can finish counting.. hhaha..)

of cos not forgetting my long time close friends like jy, tong, weihua, kk they all la~ hehe.. and also gd friends like my poly mates and pri sch mates ^-^ last but not least, my "secret lover", **R**, *evil laugh*.. who had been there for me during my down dayz =) dun ask me who that secret lover is k, because if i tell u le, then wouldn't be a secret lover anymore hehehehe

Did u spot something special in this photo above? haha.. bingo.. kawaii boy inside.. nah, he's not related to any of us.. just a little boy at the bowling alley that we've met =)

flowers~ ^-^

Delicious and cheap dinner oppo beauty world =) each of us only paid abt $7 for this meal, which includes plain rice, sweet and sour fish, mix vege, tom yam soup, egg, roti tissue (this one is nice), egg prata & chicken satay. cool rite? =)

tats all for now.. more pics coming up (from other gatherings).. hehe.. so stay tuned, dun switch channels hor! hehe.. tata~

LitTLe RaIn DrOP

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

天上的眼泪。。

它好像懂我的心碎

懂得轻轻给我一些安慰

我们应该要了解

伤了心有种爱的美

天上的彩虹

总出现在天晴雨过

我已经懂得轻轻的放手