The Real Smell of Rain Drops

FreEdoM~

sometimes i just couldn't help feeling restricted... mom always says and nags and restrict me on this and that.. i know she meant well and for my own good.. but im a big girl now, i know how to take care of myself.. i know she oso dun wana worry so much abt me, but just can't help it cos im her daughter.. most of the time i listen to her cos i dun wana upset her cos i know she had sacrifice and suffer alot for us and for the family..

but hor.. if everytime like that then life will be so boring.. wana go oversea, cannot.. wana go out late with friends, cannot.. all cannot cannot.. else will be nagging and nagging from her.. this better not that better not.. i know she had given me freedom of gng out la etc etc.. but sometimes i just feel i've not gotten the kinda freedom which i wanted (i still feel like a kid sobz).. i know she will be very upset if she knows i'm doing things she dun like me to do.. but like i say b4, i dun wan to live in the world where i listen and do wat ppl think i shld be doing and live in other ppl's "shadow".. this may hurt them, because their intention was for my own gd, and i'll just be a disappointment to them.

wat if it happens to u? wat will u do? i mean, if u r doing something that most of the ppl feel u shldn't be doing, but u think that's wat u wanted.. will u fight for urself and get wat u wanted - giving disappointment to all the ppl and be happy of wat u've achieve, or will u gif up wat u like and do wat other ppl want u to do - making other ppl happy and upseting urself?

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