I dunnO whY...
sometimes, at one moment i will feel upset abt a particular thing, but then the next moment i feel alrite abt it, and there's nothing for me to be upset or broad abt.. then aft awhile if the tot comes back again, i will start to feel uncomfortable abt it (and dunno how or wat to do abt it), then the next moment i'm ok with it already.. and for certain things, i know that there's nothing to be bothered abt, and i get affected by it, and when i suddenly think tru it, i will tell myself "see, no need to get affected de ma, its nothing de lor". its weird, the feeling is weird.. i dunno wat issit, and i dunno wat i wan. its just a stupid feeling that comes and goes as it wish.. is this normal? or m i on my way to wood bridge if my stupid brain continues to function this waY...
when we always tell ppl who r troubling, "aiya.. dun think too much ya, its no use thinking one.." tho we know the fact that we can't stop our brain from thinking, we are not in the control.. our brain is the big boss.. so hey! how come is like tat? i tot we r the on who provide a living space for the brain and how come we r in their control, that dun sounds logical isn't it? without us equals to without them.. or m i wrong abt it? cos without brain, we will be dead. if the brain is dead, we can't live... so i can say that actually we r just a puppet controlled by our brain.. because scientifically, our hands legs and watever thing are all controlled by the brain.. and the brain always gets its way cos the stupid heart will feel upset when the brain can't stop thinking abt upset things isn't it?
so i guess the most powerful ppl are ppl who can control their own brain, telling them wat they shld think and wat they shld not think abt.. make gd use of it and be in control.. in this way, the life of the person will be perfect without any miseries. but this kinda ppl r very rare, and most of them who can really do it have become god.. haha..
but base line is, tho its difficult to control not to think abt upset things, we shldnt let our brain have the overall control over us.. we ourselves hav to "kan4 kai1", fight against the brain, so that we will be happier with our life.. alot of ppl let themselves drowned in miseries because they have very weak "yi4 zhi4 li4", they practically let their brain do all the controlling.
LitTLe RaiN droP
