The Real Smell of Rain Drops

New Job...

i had been ranting abt changing jobs..... for quite some time.... started searching for jobs, its not easy, and can be quite demoralising at times.. said to be luckily, i manage to get a job... it wasn't easy, and i wasn't up to standard (below standard somemore!) and i felt that they are left with not much choices thats y choose me haha! (cos they believe they can train me up.. haha) for this, i will have to buck up and start doing "homework" b4 i start working there.. life isn't gng to be as slack as here, and its not gng to be as easy job as here, but career prospect confirm will be better than staying here.. (basically i feel, no matter where i go, confirm will be better than here one! haha..)

well.. for now.. just have to cross my fingers, and pray i survive the 3mth probation (performing up to standard) and get a pay raise (my probation pay very little leh.. sobz), and then staying and growing with the company, leading a peaceful life =) *my little wish*

ya! just like this little girl.. sitting on the grass listening to music, and enjoying the breeze.. when i first saw this pic (in a forum, someone use it as their avatar) i love it lots! hehe.. wana be just like her.. sometimes life really sux to the core~ (tho mom keep saying we shld be 知足 cos we r really living a gd life in sg, away from disaster, and this generation of us so gd life until we get all the freedom we have) but sometimes its not that i not contented, but i just feel upset, so upset that i can start crying out of a sudden out of the blue.. dun ask me y, because u wouldn't understand y.. everyone has their own way and own kind of thinking.. even for 2 person who think alike all the time doesn't mean that they will think the same all the time (毕竟他们还是两个individual soul).. and even if they think alike, so wat? sometimes the way they think and the things they do are just totally opposite, wat does this means? it doesn't justify rite? well these r just my thoughts, im not targetting at anyone, so if u find wat i say similar or wat.. is plainly coincidence..

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